Archive for the ‘Writing’ Category

A Guide to the Site Changes

Hey, things look a little different!
Indeed they do look, and are, different. I have switched to a much cleaner WordPress theme, and also added a domain for the blog.
This blog now runs through schizophreniaweblog.com, as well as the previous schizophrenia.wordpress.com address. The former RSS feed, address, and links still work (and will continue to work) [...]

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Opportunities and their influence

The title of this post is utterly and totally unrelated to it’s content, but ‘writer’s block’ took over. Firstly, a little update:
Weds 3rd January: I rang my ‘care’ team during the day requesting an emergency appointment with a consultant. I reported extreme anxiety, anxiety about anxiety (GAD, anyone?) and impulsive suicidal urges (for [...]

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Unbelievable. Astounded.

I have just returned from a meeting with a new care-coordinator, and my previous one. They informed me my dispute against the decision to refuse me psychotherapy was dismissed, again by a team that has no idea who I am. They have never seen my face. They have never ever talked to me on the [...]

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Music Concerning Schizophrenia?

There is little in the world I could compare to the beauty I find in music. I often search for a song for particular states of mind.. and certain situations I have been in. I don’t think it’s the ‘relating to the words’ aspect as much as using them to express how you feel, when [...]

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The ‘Team’ Are Meeting

As I type from my desk at work, the majestical and mystery ‘team’ are deliberating my immediate future.
This team, whom 90% have never spoke to me let alone seen my face, are deciding whether I spend Christmas inside a psychiatric ward because of ’suicidal and homicidal feelings’. This, of course, the day after I was [...]

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Putting it into words

I have always been a great believer in writing. Words open up such potential and possibility for creativity and expression. Something which is only matched by art.
I guess this is one of the reasons I am writing the book. It’s a personal journey aswell as helping others on a journey they wish to take. Words [...]

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Insanity of Love, Excerpt Of

From my forth-coming book which will be released under the creative commons license and be available in audio and downloadable files, as well as on a site in html.
I may also run a video-interpretation contest about it, not sure yet This is the opening few paragraphs. Enjoy!
The depth of which eyes can reach [...]

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Destined Random Love

It’s been a while now, in fact it’s been too long. In fact, there shouldn’t of ever been a gap between now and then. I’d give anything to bridge that gap.
Kay, I hear your giggle all the time you know. It replays over in my head whenever I need to smile, it always succeeds and [...]

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