I have a lot of catching up to do. Let us just say the long and short of it is I now have a heart condition, which seems to set off schizophrenic symptoms each time it gets painful / bad enough.
I can’t even believe I’m back talking about schizophrenia as a solid-state condition again… symptoms… what the feck am I saying!
Paranoia is a big one at the moment. Life is a spy film. I keep having windows (like now) of partial clarity and sense but the headache persists through and I can’t see properly. Maybe it’s the beta blockers / penicillin / painkillers I’m taking everyday.
I’ve heard voices interfering on the phone, call centre like voices. The thing is, the other party has heard them too. Maybe something really is happening? How odd it would be to be kidnapped.
Posted by Samaulle Esun on August 22, 2009 at 9:10 am
I have a schizophrenia blog too: http://appliedschizophrenics.blogspot.com/ , I just started it
I think the reason that there aren’t more schizophrenia blogs out there is because of the nature of the illness and the parinoia side of it. I’m on medication now, but before and on other types of meds the voices would prevent me from such a thing and threaten me with retrobution if i tried.
I’m glad you have a blog too, it makes me feel a little saner